Posts Tagged With: AmWriting

Ocean Dreams – POEM

Like a rock out of its place

The waves of life

Tossed her back and forth

Hitting obstacles, cracking open

And then moving on

Until one day she landed here

Embraced by the mountain

So stable and predictable

The waves still came 

But in the crevice she found

Comfort in rolling around

It felt safe to stay there 

As the waves washed over her

Again and again

The mountain and her got

Shaped into something new

A collective shape of comfort. 

She rolled deeper as her edges and cracks

Smoothed over and the crevice

It grew deeper and deeper

But where she first found comfort

Turned into darkness

As she rolled into him

Herself eroded away 

Into an unfamiliar shape

The crevice got so deep that she

Could no longer see the light over the edges

The cracks that should have defined her

Was scrubbed away

And the perfectly smooth and polished shape

Was one she she couldn’t recognise 

She ached for skipping across the water

To once again be a part of 

The unpredictable roll of the ocean

She wanted to be tossed around and hit sharp edges

Crack open again and see what was inside

Learn about her very center

But time had rolled her out of water’s reach now

And so she waits

For the wanderer that will one day 

Catch a glimpse of a smooth rock

Unable to resist 

To pick it up and send it flying 

On the ripples of waves

To the next unknown adventure.

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©Christina de Vries

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Never Know – POEM

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 There was a genuine fear

Of the unknown

He pushed with one hand

And held tight with the other

Afraid to miss out

Too scared to give in

He wanted answers

That no one could give

He wanted promises

Where none could be made

She kissed the hand

That held on

Opened up his fingers

And slipped away 

When he wasn’t looking

All that was left

Was her whispered words

Now you will never know

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©Christina de Vries

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Run Forrest, Run!!

Well I’m not planing on strapping on my running shoes and leave everything behind for an unknown amount of time, but I have been getting into running again. I started running again right before my vacation started, and I brought my workout clothes with me so that I could continue on with the good habit even though I’m away from home. And so far I’ve been doing really good. I’ve been out running every day  this week, and I can already feel a difference in my pace and endurance.

And one thing that I’ve noticed after I started taking my purple shoes out to get some air more often, is that my writing is flowing more smoothly. I’m very well aware that a healthy body helps out when it comes to a healthy mind as well, but I think the main reason why it’s having such a wonderful impact on my creative process, is this;

When I run, my mind clears up. I move through the forest and my thoughts run off to everywhere and nowhere all at once. It’s a form of meditation. A way to disconnect and silence all the inner voices that I shouldn’t listen to, and to connect with all that is good for me. The deeper into the forest I get, the deeper into my own mind I dive. And in the inner, most silent corners of my mind, I find the important parts. The thoughts that hides away in fear of being seen. The ones that shines brightly as soon as they are lifted out of the dark and into the light.

So that is one of the main reasons why I now drag myself out daily to sweat it out under the trees shadows.

I run because my mind need it. I run because the sounds of nature silence the words of doubt and fear. I run because I love how it makes me feel, and how it makes me write.

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This is Where I Write – POEM

In the corner of a hidden smile

At the end of a falling tear

The beginning of a question mark 

Underneath the clothes I wear

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Half awake and always dreaming

Never lost, but still unfound

In between colours, black and white

Wings spread wide and roots in the ground

*

For all to see, for none to know

Visible in the dark, hidden by light

Everywhere and nowhere all at once 

Here is where I roam, this is where I write

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©Christina de Vries – Geek Heaven

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Let’s make new memories!

I’m currently at Oslo Airport Gardermoen, having breakfast and doing a bit of writing while I’m waiting for boarding to open. Last time I wrote a post from the same place as now, I was headed to London. This plane is bringing me to London too, but this time around I have a transfer flight for a much longer trip. This time I’m headed to somewhere I haven’t been before to see someone I haven’t seen in a long time!

I’m headed to Austin, Texas!

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It feels like forever since the last time I was onboard a plane, even though it’s only been a little over three months. That urge to travel is just growing and growing, and I’m very excited to finally be back at an airport, knowing that I’m about to head somewhere new. There’s something so utterly special about the airport atmosphere. It’s like you can feel the excitement in the air, radiating from all the other travellers. And that very feeling feeds me with energy and creativity. I write a lot when I’m at home, but the urge to put words onto paper/screen grows so much stronger the minute I’m on the go and surrounded by other adventurers who are headed to all kinds of places!

Traveling with British Airways will be a new experience for me as well (I don’t think I’ve ever traveled with them) and one thing I’m really curious about, is the food they’ll serve. I’ve requested vegan/vegetarian on my flights and from what I’ve heard it’s usually either a hit or miss. Crossing my fingers for a hit!

My camera is along for the ride, and there will be a Texas video up on my YouTube channel when I get home.

Wish you all a wonderful Thursday and hope you get to go on your own adventure, even if it’s just a minor one! Go out there and make some new memories to treasure!

Bon Voyage!

 

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2017 Vlog #1 – Creativity, Dating and London

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From Lost to Found – POEM

Sometimes there’s only grass

No path to follow

Direction unknown

And every answered question

Leaves you more lost than before

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Time passes you by slowly

In the rustling of leaves

And dreams move on too fast

On cotton balls in the sky

While you are walking in circles

*

The thunderstorm comes rolling in

And you run for cover, without thought

And suddenly, so unexpected

Lost turns to found

In the flash of lightning

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©Christina de Vries – Geek Heaven

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Hidden – POEM

I’ve hidden you in a box

Down in the darkness

Where only I can find you

The path to the box is hidden too

By unspoken dreams

And lost words

Don’t go looking for you

You won’t like what you find

You’ll get lost in the darkness

I hid you away for a reason

You have been warned

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©Christina de Vries – Geek Heaven

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I was thinking about routines…

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Right around the transition into 2016, I watched a video that gave some tips and tricks on how to become a morning person. I’ve never been a morning person. It’s not that I’m grumpy or angry in the morning, I’m generally a happy camper most of the time. It’s more that I struggle to actually get up.

I’ve thought about mornings and early birds from time to time, with envy, but I never even considered making an effort to become one myself. Until now.

I’ve decided that 2016 will be the year when I get down to business, for real. The year where I do everything in my power to pursue my dream of a published novel. I’m tired of looking at my dream from afar. I’ve been slacking off and making excuses, and it’s not okey! So, I’ve rolled up my sleeves and I’ve started the year with a change of routines.

Instead of just writing whenever that creative flows comes rushing, I’ve set myself a goal: To write a minimum of a thousand words a day. I need more consistency in my writing, and this is a great way to start.

I’m working on becoming a more productive morning person. And here are some of the changes and routines I’ve added to my mornings:

  • I’ve changed my alarm to Taylor Swift’s “Shake it off”, to start the day with a happy wake up call.
  • After waking up, I take a couple of minutes to read the latest news on my phone.
  • When I get myself all pretty, I listen to music that I love, or an audiobook.
  • When I’m satisfied with my paint job, I make myself some breakfast and a cup of warm lemon water with honey. The writing machine needs fuel!
  • I start my morning office with writing in my gratitude journal. Start it all with a smile and sense of bliss.
  • Then I sit down and I write. I have about an hour to do so before I have to get to work, and I’m amazed at how creative and efficient I can be. Who knew mornings could be so much fun?

I’m hoping to really get this routine on from now on, and when I do, my first draft could be done a lot quicker than what I first anticipated. Can’t complain about that!

While we’re on the topics of routines, I just want to mention a few other things that I’m being consistent with these days to make the most of every single one.

  • I listen to a lot of motivational speeches. I find that they really do get me motivated and pumped up about what’s to come.
  • I meditate. Not for long periods of time, but it really helps me calm down and let go if I have trouble sleeping.
  • I’m working hard on getting more organised. Anything to avoid stress and unnecessary dilemmas that could’ve been easily avoided.

 

Small changes, that in a very short amount of time has made a big difference.

It was time for a change and I’m so glad I made it! Now I just have to stick to it, and listen to what my Mac background image tells me:

“Stop messing around and finish your novel!”

Wish me luck!

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The Window by Christina de Vries

His eyes. Dreaming. Lost.

The first thing I noticed.

He was standing there. 

Looking out of his window. 

Staring into forever. 

He didn’t notice me. 

Or so I thought. 

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A flower. Blooming. Beautiful.

The next day it was there. 

Bright yellow. Alone.

A yellow face of petals.

Waving to the world from his window.

And I couldn’t stop smiling.

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Red. Intense. Inviting.

Third day I put it there.

My own flower inspired by his.

Response to an unspoken wish.

A never said promise.

A dream placed perfectly

In his window. And in mine. 

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Burning. Romantic. Two.

The fourth day he lit them.

One on each side.

Lighting up the flower.

Making it beam after sunset.

I kept going back to watch it all night

Until the candles burned down.

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Smiling. Waving. His eyes. 

Day five and for the first time

They met mine.

Frozen in place and unsure.

Could this be a dream?

His hand rested on the glass.

I smiled and waved back.

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Awkward. Exciting. Nervous.

Day six and there was darkness.

Nothing to see in his window.

He wasn’t there.

I put on a dress and left. 

My window turned dark as well.

None of us home. None alone.

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Memories. Time. His touch.

Days and days and days.

I look out my window

To where it all started. 

Other flowers. Other faces.

He doesn’t live there anymore.

Our window. Two flowers. One yellow and one red. 

*

©Christina de Vries – Geek Heaven

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